🇺🇸 Allocai – Hush


Originally from Jamaica, I started singing and writing music professionally 5 years ago after a life changing event almost drove me to suicide. My father got romantically involved with my girlfriend, kicked me out of our house and family company for her, then shortly after she was pregnant and they got married. A few months passed during which I barely hang on to my sanity but my depression got worst especially with the academic pressures of being a medical student. At my lowest point my grandmother, whom I was living with at the time, encouraged me to go back to my roots and find a way to express my emotions I was keeping to myself. Her words led me to rediscover my voice and talent to find a deeper purpose for it all, I used it as a form of emotional therapy to express feelings that I couldn't express in a conversation with a therapist. After months of training and developing my craft I decided to drop out of Med School and venture to LA to pursue a career in the arts in 2017. While in LA I found a record label, Tree4ort Records, that I decided to collaborate with to work on my album 'CRUELTY'. Away from the homophobia of Jamaica I was also free to express another side of my sexuality that I had to keep buried deep, I started having romantic relationships with men until it eventually led me to find love in the eyes of a guy. The song, HUSH, is from the upcoming album 'CRUELTY'. This album tells the story of the ordeal with my father by empathizing the experience to the audience through emotions rather than words, as each song represents a particular emotion I experienced on my road to recovery.

2019-2020 Formula Indie

Rank Stage Coeff. Points
11 Formula Indie 01.11.2019 82 22
11 Formula Indie 02.11.2019 82 22
8 Formula Indie 05.11.2019 82 25
11 Formula Indie 08.11.2019 82 22
8 Formula Indie 12.11.2019 82 25
10 Formula Indie 17.11.2019 82 23
10 Formula Indie 20.11.2019 82 23
6 Formula Indie 03.12.2019 82 27
8 Formula Indie 04.12.2019 82 25
7 Formula Indie 05.12.2019 82 26
9 Formula Indie 06.12.2019 82 24
8 Formula Indie 09.12.2019 82 25
8 Formula Indie 10.12.2019 82 25
7 Formula Indie 11.12.2019 82 26
9 Formula Indie 12.12.2019 82 24
9 Formula Indie 13.12.2019 82 24
8 Formula Indie 14.12.2019 82 25
10 Formula Indie 16.12.2019 82 23
8 Formula Indie 18.12.2019 82 25
8 Formula Indie 20.12.2019 82 25
10 Formula Indie 22.12.2019 82 23
6 Formula Indie 23.12.2019 82 27
12 Formula Indie 25.12.2019 82 21
11 Formula Indie 27.12.2019 82 22
12 Formula Indie 29.12.2019 82 21
8 Formula Indie 01.01.2020 82 25
12 Formula Indie 03.01.2020 82 21
9 Formula Indie 08.01.2020 82 24
6 Formula Indie 09.01.2020 82 27
9 Formula Indie 10.01.2020 82 24
12 Formula Indie 16.01.2020 82 21
7 Formula Indie 07.11.2019 82 26
14 Formula Indie 12.02.2020 82 19
14 Formula Indie 13.02.2020 82 19
14 Formula Indie 14.02.2020 82 19

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